I don’t know anymore. I really don’t know what the hell this is. We don’t talk and it’s like you don’t give a shit. And, it just makes me feel miserable. Because first, you tell me that you don’t feel the same way about me but later on, you tell me that you do. Then you decide to go away like it never happened. You know what that makes me feel like? It makes me feel useless. I hate it so fucking much. I just need you to be here and tell me it’s alright, that you love me. Too bad I know you won’t.